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/ my life lost its whole meaning.
sometimes, fate just can't stop medding ..


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Lye Huat
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28 Jan 1988
Xishan
Northland
Ngee Ann Poly
Biotechnology
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

loner

ever had this feeling when u wake up from a nap
u feel all alone
no one cares about you anymore
feel like you're a loner..
having to urge to sms or call your friend
to make sure that the feeling is so not true..

its horrible i tell u..

there was this time when i had this feeling after waking up from a short nap
and i smsed all my friends
NONE replied..
u know how bad i felt..
but until later that night..
the replies came..
only then then i felt better
i was restless for the rest of the day..

one of my friend told that he is a loner..
i felt like shit after that
its as tho i din make him feel i'm his friend
its like.. if he's a loner..
me, pple who talks to him are not his friend
so for all the while he sees me as an aquantiance? a stranger?
this is sad you know..

cats class..

you can love me, but i must make me happy
you can teach me, but i must do the learning
you can guild me, but i will have to walk the path
you can coach me, but i must win the game
you can even promote me but i must be sucessful
you can even pity me, but i will still have to suffer the sorrow..

this is damn meaningful
but some pple says it does not apply to them
wad can i say..

if u think you should change and be a better person,
tell yourself "i must,i will and i CAN change" and not keep telling yourself "this is me and its a fact that i'm this way"
isn't that like giving up already?
unless u're telling me u dun wanna change then ya..
i cannot force u
the choice is yours =]

i'll be there for you(S)* =]


*prural form of you invented on 27 Nov 2005 =]
refers to all my friends =]

tis' my random thoughts at 9:34 PM

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