woke up after 1 hour of sleep today
to get ready for school..
cool eh?

i think i'm gonna skip jap klazz tmr
mayb i'm gonna quit jap klazz
or else i'll have to end up going home at 8 or 9 every tuesday
and the next day starts at 8 in the morn
tuesdays and wednesdays are horrible
a whole day in school

got back our cell bio papers
and i merely passed
i got like 57 pathetic marks
guess wad
its the lowest in the klazz
its so demoralising la?
although i really din study much
but i DID study
u see if thats the case
wads the difference between
i DID study and
i DID NOT study
i'll end up 'bottom-ing' the klazz

i dunno if its true
but i find that i'm quite a sensitive person
VERY sensitive i mean
over sensitive at times
sometimes i get pissed over small matters
and make a big fuss outta it
hmmm..

lets tok abt taking things for granted
some pple out there are juz taking things for granted
i do take things for granted at times too
but for her case
its quite serious
she tend to use her friends so often
that it becomes a habit for her i guess
i just want her to know that
we're your friends and not your servants
i dun mind doing things for your as a friend
but please dun take me for granted =]

i dunno wad kinda person i really am
i'm still trying to figure out
wad are the bad things about me
do i really wanna change?
u might b thinking y not
i mean u're changing for the better
but sometimes when u change too much
u become a third person
u're not who u are anymore
so i think some things juz have to stick to u for ya entire life
like me being frank
u cannot possibly tell me not to b
or i'll become lai hut instead of lye huat
SO...
i need feedbacks
i really need feedbacks
i mean
u can sms me?
msg me on msn?
email?
write a letter pass it to me?
or best tell me straight in the face.
i'll be most thankful

i think this blogskin juz suits me so well
i'm practically being pissed everyday
everyday when i write my entries
there will b so many incidents i wanna scream out about
but sometimes i juz cannot b bothered
y wanna make myself think about things that agitated u
OBS camp really taught me values i wanna keep
values i wanna keep my entire life
and this is one of the things i learnt
"there is always a positive and a negative point of views for all incidents. it is up to you how you see the situation. being positive not only makes u b able to react to the situation better but also ease your worries."
but but but!!!
remember always to:
"hoping for the best but expecting the worset"-forever young-
hah!

"good night everyone"
"this is lye huat signing off"
"remember to catch 'me' live, blogging tmr midnight"
"until then, cya!"