this time its for yide
dun worry
its nothing bad

YOR BLOG DAMN DIFFICULT TO READ
yeah!
end of dedication..

i wanted to keep that dedication to yimian
make it on the top of all my entry
so much that i want to keep it
but life still has to go on..

i think yide's blog is so much more interesting to read than mine
look at how well he describes what he wanna say
he can write so beautifully
juz like jearlene
that is how much i missed out for not reading books
i'm sure they both read alot
its kinda embarrassing to say that
i actually took like a month to finish some 1.5 inch book
and that was like so long ago
that took alot of determination okay

i went jogging juz now
on the hill near my house
there's like nobody one lo
have la.. afew senior citizens brisk walking
so demoralising
i tot there'll be more youngsters there
jogging or excercising
but sigh...
i think i was the youngest there
i was actually looking foreward to jogging on the hill
coz i tot there will be like so many pple jogging with me
it will somehow motivate me to jog more la?
but
all of them werer either brisk walking
some are doing "qi gong"
some surprising things that i saw was
uncles flirting with the aunties
OMG!!

now i dunno whether to sleep few hours b4 i head to sch
or meet stamfy to jog again
but he'll be jogging with his pig head
dun wanna b some goose berry la
hmm..

i think my life is now like so.. in a mess
everything seem to b opposite
i'm now sleeping in the morn
and always so active at night
and i found a new born ability
that is i can acutally not sleep for like 1 whole week
then juz sleep afew days to replenish my energy
i spend 90% of my time this weekend sleeping!
thats like so cool la
actually i hate my life now
i really hate it..
its like argh..
but i think i'm clinging on well with my life
all thanz to all the wonderful friends i have

juz to briefly tell u the pple who played important part in my life

from young, my brother
who's always there for me to bully
actually he kinda protect me sometimes too
i was too young to appreciate that la
i think his thinking is so much more mature than me
he doesn't hate me for doing all these mean things to him
but now he's not studying AT ALL
and i keep scolding him
i juz hope he understands..
haven been a good brudder but pls
juz wan u to do well for ya O's

my cousins, both sides
they'll always be there bullying me
hah! no la
one of the youngest in my father side,
i'm always so protected
there wun be any case when i will b bullied
and i remember one incident
when my cousin chun lan told me
"if u are ever bullied in your school just tell me.. i'll be there to help"
as for my mother side,
i play bully sometimes
haha
i'm middle in terms of age la
i love to spend time with them as much as my father's side
these cousins are very close to me la
especially peiling and cai hua
haha
all the sat and sun we spent together
and still keeping this sat sun tradition
but on a less common basics..

all my teachers, from nursery to now
they're of great influence to me la
different teachers taught me different things
they might not be the teachers in schools
they can be my friends as well
to anyone who has taught me anything
i now hereby thank you
for i appreciate your time and effort
to try and instill new knowledge on me
thank you

all my friends
wahahah
too many to mention
i think u know who i mean
from N6 to K2A
from pri 1J to pri 6B
from 1E2 to 4ED
and now 1F07
not only these
friends who i met thru friends
friends who i met thru camps
friends who i met thru chats
friends who i met thru anyone anywhere anytime anyhow (anyhow??)
friends of the future
friends from the past
friends i have at present
i love all of u
and thank you for playing a part in my life

last but not least my parents
they always seem as tho they dun care abt me
but deep inside i know they do
and i might seem as tho i dun care too
but u know how much i care for u =]
i juz love them=]

to anyone who i have met, is meeting later or is going to meet in future
i'll try my best to be your friend
u can trust me okay
pple say i look dao-ish
PLEASE
i'm damn friendly
juz that i dun take initiative to tok
hah! thats juz me
so pls come tok to me okay?

i oso dunno wad i'm typing
guess i'm too tired
wil sleep for awhile b4 i head for school
okie dokes
MORN!!!