unfinishedtots(c)


/ my life lost its whole meaning.
sometimes, fate just can't stop medding ..


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Lye Huat
huatose/BBGB/papa-san
cute hot and sexy
28 Jan 1988
Xishan
Northland
Ngee Ann Poly
Biotechnology
amplitude_zero@hotmail.com

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`DESPERADO P (*winks) `naggy saggies
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`lose confidence
`NP exams..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

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i juz woke up
i cannot sleep
i was flipping about on ma bed
then was thinking
i really dunno wad to do with ma life now
i dunno wad i'll be when i grow up
i dunno if i'm happy with wad i am now
i'm really confused

i dreamt abt my friend rasyidah
we were back in northland
she was crying
sth is bothering her
she was alone in the corner
when i tried to approach her
she ran away
we were running rounds
then suddenly i manage to catch her la
outside the band store
she was still crying
we did not tok
we sorta used hand lang
then i woke up
weird dream

i tot she was angry with me
coz i sms her
then she din reply
so i called her today
she told me her phone spoil
i was like.. relief

itz like hours before the test
and i'm still stuck at lipids
i dunno if i should slp now or wad
i'm so tired of biotech already

i dunno but i dun think i'm doing well in my friendships
i feel so distant from my friends
sometimes i juz want to be alone
i'll shut myself out from the world
i dun wanna tok to anyone
my life really suck at this point of time
if i'm not who i usually am nowadays
pls pardon me
mayb i juz need to be alone for sometime

i hate my life now
i'm not doing wad i want
i'm no blaming anyone
but i chose this route
i have only myself to blame
dun ask me if i'm alwrite
i'm not
but i'll b
dun try to tok to me
i might shout at u
i wrote this not coz i want u to show ya concern
i juz need to shout out how i feel
i'll be alwrite
if u wanna help, juz pray for me
i'm be most thankful

i'll move on
i juz need some rest

tis' my random thoughts at 12:45 AM

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