Thursday, June 23, 2005
rebirth
heyie..
:@jearlene:@
firstly i have to thank my retarded-mama-used-to-b for making this blog for me.. really appreciate it..
its like so long since i blogged.. i've been like damn bz these days.. with my new poly life, my friends and lotsa other stuffs.. things changed so much since i enter poly.. its like a new life born within me..
..my change..
looks.. i've got my hair straightened.. ITS NOT REBONDING.. they juz put some chemical onto my hair and .:KABOOM:. they're straightened.. i like my straight hair now.. but somehow still miss my curly wirly.. some pple said i slim down but i think i'm da same la.. haha..
my life.. its like totally changed.. no more uniforms.. no more staying back with teachers after school.. no more friends like before.. its like i'm all alone.. all by myself?? i also dunno wad i've become lately.. some freaks from planet 1349 or something..
..jing ying..
i was talking to jing juz now.. i think she's changed.. she's not the old jing ying i used to know.. i dunno y but juz dun feel that she is.. she has changed.. haha.. i do hope u change back to the old jing ying u used to be okay.. but if u think its better u stay like that then dun bother.. haha..
..i miss my nss..
its like.....
i miss my klazz.. my school.. my everything in nss..
i miss sitting at the back of da klazz crapping with kelvin, LCH, LCP..
i miss disturbing jearl and gang..
i miss the "mei hua pai"..
i miss hamtaro and gang..
i miss the yuddish and his pple..
i miss the 2 seaters in klazz..
i miss teachers angry with me coz i tok back..
i miss not doing homework finding all sorts of excuses..
i miss recess time..
i miss going to remedials..
i miss going to band..
i miss all my friends..
i miss all da teachers..
i miss the secondary school me..
there's like so many 'i miss'-es now in my life.. all the things i'm miss-ing are memories now.. memories that will stay with me in my entire life..
..poly life..
i love my school.. but for how long i dunno.. i have a feeling i might not like my 3 years here.. its bad i know but i juz got this feeling.. the lecturers are very nice tho.. some are not definatly.. like da...... lets not tok abt him.. =)
i'm still deciding wad to join.. hahaz.. band mayb?? dragon boat but do they want some unfit fat ass?? hip hop if they dun mind someone who cannot dance.. i dunno.. too many to choose.. but i think it'll end up being the cca that chooses me.. haha..
..today..
i'm SICK!! finally.. haha.. i've been waiting for like so long la?? i dun wanna go school.. kinda stress actually.. dunno if i chose the correct course.. somehow find that its not the right one for me.. but i DO like the practical klazzes.. never liked practicals in sec sch tho.. haha..
SORE THROAT.. of all illness, y sore throat?? its like i cannot even swollowslight fever.. thats fine.. y can't i have like fever with.......... say.. haha.. other than fever, i think all other illness sux!! haha.. coz u dun feel any discomfort when u get fever.. i dun mind slight cough~!! haha..
*saw a lizard.. should i kill it??*
i din go to school today.. actually wad i plan to do was to miss the practical today and juz go for trends.. but trends starting at 11.. i tot at 12.. and after i finish see da doc, its already 1115?? and i've got slight fever (i dunno until the doc tell me).. so decided not to go spread germs in school..
*away on a mission to kill lizard*
i practically slept the whole day today.. haha.. yeah.. so i'm not tired now.. my friend's going for his organ exam tomorrow.. BEST OF LUCK ALRIGHT!!
i think there's nth much to say now.. nth unusual happened to me.. haha.. thanz chee hao for asking if i was alright.. i would like to end my entry today here.. but before that i would like to tell u how i kill the lizard..
i took some news paper and rolled it up into a rod.. the lizard is staring at me.. he started running towards me and i jumped away in the opposite direction.. then that lizard shot his laser eye at me.. i wasn't ready to dorge that attack since i'm still trying to balance myself.. i fell to the ground.. it came closer and closer.. then suddenly, he spit some poisonous acid on me.. i quickly rolled to my right.. lucky me.. i quickly got up and pounced towards the lizard.. i picked up my newspaper rod and hit it so hard directly on his head... "SQUEEEESHHH".. u know wad happenned yeah??
nah actually thats not wad happened.. forget the laser eye and acid.. i juz squash it with da newspaper.. hahahah... VICTIORY!!
tis' my random thoughts at 12:33 AM